Life Update

So it's been a while since I've written anything on this thing. I've had some major writer's block. Anyways......I'm no longer living in Arizona and I'm back in San Francisco. Life is good here except I feel like I'm always in some kind of financial rut. I didn't quite make it as well as I hoped in AZ (probably because I was living in a retirement community with my mom at the age of 30.)

San Francisco........what a wonderful city this is. I still feel like I do not completely belong here 100%. I felt like that in Arizona, too. People always seem to still point out my accent wherever I go. I dunno. I guess you can take the girl outta Jersey but you can never take the Jersey outta the girl.

Anyways....I live by the beach (something I've always dreamed of doing but never pictured the waters to be so cold). I work for UCSF hospital here in San Francisco about 15 minutes away from home. I like my job, but just like any job I've ever had - I still need more money. Lately I've been quite a lil' hermit. I like staying home. Every once in a while I'll hang with friends or my brother. I have a great set of friends here........they are a lot more genuine this time around. And most of them come from the East Coast - go figure. San Francisco is beautiful. My apartment is beautiful. The air smells great. But there is something missing. I'm not sure what it is. I think it's the people. There's just something about them that I can't put a finger on. They are cool and everything but they lack that realism I guess. They cant just tell you how they feel......like everything has to be so damn sugarcoated.

Well.......that's just me venting. Finding every reason to love and hate this place. But overall - life is good. I have my family and friends.......my health....and a roof over my head. The rest of my problems can be solved tonight at the local bar.